As what i always say, something is better to keep untold.

Life is full with ups and downs, happy and depress. There will be a lot of contrast in life. Without sadness, you unable to feel the happiness, without dark you will never treasure the light. I have had encountered something in life which everyone might face, sooner or later, or even faced. Not to mention what is it, because it is the biggest secret i hidden inside my heart, but i knew, there is a scar.

Whenever i was on blog, it indicated that i am sad, i believe that i am a happy go lucky person, at least what my friends would think i am, in fact, i am not, i just pretend to be happy in front of everyone, and i wonder is there anyone able to realize the sadness of mine by looking deep into my eye, my tears-ty eyes. At this moment, Libun is my one and only one companion, look at me with his big eyes, keep silent and listen to my story, wipe my tears away, but too bad cause he unable to give me advices nor solutions. 

I hope i can get through everything.